I hate working holidays
Sep. 7th, 2002 01:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gangrel_priL'Shannah Tovah!
I think I got that right. Happy Rosh Hashana!
Well, again, I had to work tonight. For some reason, getting holidays off that happen to fall on Football nights is like pulling teeth. I had the same problem when I was trying to take the Sabbats off. As long as a holiday falls in the middle of the week, I have no problem. Otherwise, I have my choice between falling behind on bills and starving, or foregoing the holiday celebration until I get a day off.
So, since I'm going to watch OSU kick the crap out of Kent State tomorrow, I'm probably going to just take breadcrumbs with me to throw in the Olentangy River. I think G-d will understand. *sighs* There's so much I'm still trying to understand, and I keep getting behind. I'm really hoping Hillel starts up again soon down here, because it''s a heck of a lot closer to where I live. And I keep getting all these different perspectives from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
marlowe1, topi, grimkitten, and ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
weirdjews, and while they're all interesting, it takes me a day or two to process them. I haven't had this much fun since taocub tried to explain the new age/pagan version of Kabbalah to me. So, my apologies to the above mentioned. Yes I read your posts. I'm still sorting them out. Pardon me.
And I know that my current non-religious drama is making me bitchy. So, if I've managed to piss someone off recently with a comment, I'm sorry.
It was really odd tonight at work. Steve, my manager, actually thanked me for working there for a year. I kept thinking, "What else was I going to do? Go back to Toxic Hell or Donato's?"
And I know things are changing for me. I actually turned down two people last night who wanted a no strings one-night stand. I know no one wanted to know that, but...I'm so used to being "easy", since I don't feel sexy, so I give myself to anyone who wants me. And now, I'm just looking at it going "Why?".
And tonight, a friend of mine started asking when I'm moving back to Dayton. And I realized I really don't want to. I hate Dayton.
Sorry ya'll, I'm just kinda out there today.
I think I got that right. Happy Rosh Hashana!
Well, again, I had to work tonight. For some reason, getting holidays off that happen to fall on Football nights is like pulling teeth. I had the same problem when I was trying to take the Sabbats off. As long as a holiday falls in the middle of the week, I have no problem. Otherwise, I have my choice between falling behind on bills and starving, or foregoing the holiday celebration until I get a day off.
So, since I'm going to watch OSU kick the crap out of Kent State tomorrow, I'm probably going to just take breadcrumbs with me to throw in the Olentangy River. I think G-d will understand. *sighs* There's so much I'm still trying to understand, and I keep getting behind. I'm really hoping Hillel starts up again soon down here, because it''s a heck of a lot closer to where I live. And I keep getting all these different perspectives from
marlowe1, topi, grimkitten, and weirdjews, and while they're all interesting, it takes me a day or two to process them. I haven't had this much fun since taocub tried to explain the new age/pagan version of Kabbalah to me. So, my apologies to the above mentioned. Yes I read your posts. I'm still sorting them out. Pardon me. And I know that my current non-religious drama is making me bitchy. So, if I've managed to piss someone off recently with a comment, I'm sorry.
It was really odd tonight at work. Steve, my manager, actually thanked me for working there for a year. I kept thinking, "What else was I going to do? Go back to Toxic Hell or Donato's?"
And I know things are changing for me. I actually turned down two people last night who wanted a no strings one-night stand. I know no one wanted to know that, but...I'm so used to being "easy", since I don't feel sexy, so I give myself to anyone who wants me. And now, I'm just looking at it going "Why?".
And tonight, a friend of mine started asking when I'm moving back to Dayton. And I realized I really don't want to. I hate Dayton.
Sorry ya'll, I'm just kinda out there today.
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Date: 2002-09-07 12:22 am (UTC)Good, hehe, we wanna keep ya
If it does not amount to sacrilege, you can use whats left of the Hot Dog buns on the Fridge.
And don't forget the rodents :-)
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Date: 2002-09-07 01:02 am (UTC)Well, I don't think there's any particular difference in bread, and if there is, I can claim ignorence.
And why aren't the two of you making mad passionate love right now?
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Date: 2002-09-07 02:58 am (UTC)I did want to know that... and I'm proud of you...
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Date: 2002-09-08 10:51 am (UTC)Citites and Cites
Just for idle curiosity, when did I do this? I recall studying the QBL at one point, specifically an entire quarter-long class into the "Sefer Yetzirah" and the like. I do think I remember trying to associate a pantheon of deities (likely the Hellenic ones) to attributes of each sepheroit (sp?) on the tree of life glyph.
And tonight, a friend of mine started asking when I'm moving back to Dayton. And I realized I really don't want to. I hate Dayton.
Dayton is just a place. If you are happy where you are, that is good to know. Dayton does not have much of an open mind nor has it ever been fruitful for hunting alternates in the job market. The place is too Conservative and too Christian for my own tastes. However, for whatever reasons, I was born in this area. Until my finances improve a bit and the husbear finishes college, I will remain here. Dayton has history and drama, but I would be willing to bet that Columbus does, too. Columbus, after all, is just a place as well.
*Big Evil Cubbish Grin*
Re: Citites and Cites
Date: 2002-09-07 06:27 am (UTC)As to the second, Read World's End by Gaimen:) there's a really interesting part where he discusses how cities are unique beings.
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